The long Absence.

The long Absence.

The light and the shadows are melted in a flash.
I am sobbing in pain, looking for the merciful light.
What are in my soul? Well, only those dark desires.
Forbidden. The way to your heart is restricted.
Give me the keys! Please guide me to you!
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All the things are impregnated with your perfume…
My whispers are petals falling in the water,
My sighs are tears that slip by your window.
Surely, I am looking very, very silly,
leaving you messages at the mirror and the ceiling…
But you are in my blood. You are in my breath.
I can feel you in all the things, even in the smallest ones.
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I am scared. You are my number one now,
and my love is a song that is muttered in silence.
Immaterial romance, and the real one, hurts the same.
I am totally yours, I am yours to the bone,
Can you give the rest of to be in your embrace?
Could you wrap me in your feathered wings, so tight?
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You are my angel, my fake blonde prince,
my pervert and desired mysterious man,
the true fuel of all my fiery fantasies…
The brake and the hunger drag me both two,
That's why I was afraid to say I love you.